Consciousness

 I love photography . Lately photowebcam is a lot better because it's more brighter and can radiantly capture the essence of what should photography is in its megapixel. Lighting effect can be manipulated or organized from dark to its brightness to contrast. There are adjustment buttons easy to handle. Besides, it's you > YOU < are viewing in front of the screen. There are so many digital camera now that enhance the standard of every matter you want to be the focus of the lens. It's not that I'm being narcisstic here because it's all about me the subject of my blog but should be the right subject of your blog is you yourself not others. Right, it's my blog so the subject, the topic should be about ME only otherwise if you or me have focus other people in a blog then that's what you call infiltration and the subject was driven away and moved to another blog. Well truth is I would like to post so many of my family's photographs here but not of them are into "it." Meaning they would rather have their own personal space. The only reason why I love my family being mentioned and the focus of my attention in my blogs it's because there's no denying that I LOVE MY FAMILY more than ever!

 When some human beings cannot understand such simple explanation there's nothing I can do but leave them wandering and wondering instead. You have your own family and they can have their own way of posting what's good for their blogs. That's all. Now if I blog and posted so many photographs here let me tell you one thing it's better to post  photos of "human beings rather than posting and blogging inanimate objects."

It's all about respect on what makes us happy in this blogworld and I accept the fact that my daughter have this joyous of finding her own happiness by watching her favorite animated cartoon characters such as: Totally Spies, Winx, 6Teen, Total Drama Island, Family Guy, American Dad, etc. She also played so many trivia games, chess, yeah I was surprised she can play chess. Wow! I was really surprised while I watched her play chess. She moved up to higher level from the Ratchet and Clank's to games being played by teens her age. While my son stopped playing Maple Story because it's causing him too much money. Yes some games are costly! I don't know how some people can afford computer games when they don't have work.

 I know said that again. I'm not a gambler that's why so don't bother ask me about gambling. Five dollars the only amount of money I can gamble with. Be of 649 or Super 7. Whatever! You can always play your game it's up to you. Games should be played with dignity and honors that the fans can believe in. Put great value in the sports being played around the world so that the players and the sports fanatic will bring good spirit of goodwill and glory to their favourite teams and their country of origin.

Reminding that there's always a "child" in us and the more you think of being a child the more you become childish and you don't age and grow old in the fast lane. Slow down when its time to slow down. Go fast when it's time and it's your turn. If it's a rat race ...the rats are already dead. Think higher and be mindful of others and be mindful of yourself. You are here in this world to be "yourself" not to be the other person. On duality, split personality and multiple personality is there any? Maybe only in movies and books. We don't escape from reality. Time to wake up.

And all I can hear from television news is about slow, slow and being slow and traffic direction etc, etc. What kind of storm you want? You make me angry you Fge[]rmkndqdndhs! tURN off YOUR tv WHEN THEY ARE BECOMING ANNOYING. tHEY REALLY WANT YOU TO GAMBLE AND LOSE YOUR EARNINGS.

pEACE OF MIND. aT LAST.

Now you can have your turn. TALK if you want to talk it's your right and your karma. What karma gives you in talking about others?

I'd like to post daffodil here but can't find a perfect daffodil the narcissus plant. Instead a "sign post from a student who's looking for work" posted on our front yard.

COLOR YOUR WORLD YELLOW for now okay?

Hey, found the blog format is really more of a hassle rather than a necessity. When it's time to draft a blog you have to blogpost first before you can have access to what you have drafted below. And before you can save such blog entry there's already one that's clicking save. WTF is doing such mess? This is my blog why somebody will rule my blog the blog that I want should be my own blog. That should not be the case in this format. The old format is way better and secured. I think this is something to do with too many people trying to gain access to this blog? I couldn't help but be suspicious. Are you not suspicious? Believe me you are suspicious too. You are as paranoid as me in this blogworld but what the heck there is no safe or secured world nowadays. Even with anti-virus spywares and other softwares can also be a hazard. It's just like medicine wherein it's not a total guaranty (guarantee) that it will cure your ailment because of its adverse or SIDE EFFECTS. All medicines have side effects. I'm not taking medicine because I'm not ill or sick but I might one day get sick because of people giving me so much problem. It's not my family giving me such problem, it's a group of people out there. Being stressful and the weather, the bad weather that changes abruptly because somebody wants the sun in their area shining and there's only one sun that gives the heat and light. I can provide magic by giving you two suns and two moons would that be okay? well erase such hunger for light for you'll get burns. You wont be able to see the light because with two suns you're dead by then. I know cannot have sunshine here most of the time for it will gravitate to something deeper of a casualty in other parts of the world. It will melt the iceberg and will cause flash flood to low lands. A calamity that can mess up the world and we're not ready for another disaster. So slow down bitches. I know you want the fast lane so that you can go to hell right away! For God sake! Please be good to yourself and others who are slow, sick and the oppressed because one day you'll be the snail and the tortoise we are waiting.

Note: Draft? Hmm...

Trying... To Make A Difference

 Computerworld is my daughter's source of happiness. The world revolves around her in a techy-geeky kind of way. I must admit her mother is in that kind of world too but I was able to function in other workload which you can read from my blogs. Teens her age have that "similar problem" which I was unable to tell you besides it's just mindboggling to the point that it is inappropriate for a mother like me to reveal about it to the whole world. Although there are so many parents who are courageous enough to broadcast that kind of dilemma or malady to the rest of the world so that they can be of help and or be the "power that be to solve and resolved on case by case issue." However it is unfair for the child though. I wonder what she's thinking.

 I know it's not that of a big issue to announce such problematic redundancy of what our kids should be and what they should do at home nor the teacher's problem anyway, she graduated already last year and the hell with school work, right? Now I'm teaching her the art of photography. Just for her to try something else. Something different away from that computer which is her life and happiness. I'm showing her things and clothing that she might be interested through visualization. You know something that she will appreciate. I used to tell her to look around and visualize what she wants and what she really needs.

 Okay, nothing that seems to make her happy. Nothing but the computer, the notebook or laptop. Her fashion is somewhat odd but what the heck, I'm just like her loving camouflage clothing and accessories.

 Yeah, hate these stupid clothing.

So here I am again trying to capture myself and show the world I made those beautiful fashionable skirts and my daughter's camouflage outfit. Enough of my melo-dramatic skit. More work to do at home. Keep myself busy so that I wont go crazy.

Tic Tac Tic Tact Tic Tack

 

 

 

 

When sometimes it's more gratifying to just see what's being posted on the blogs. Let your mind think silently about what you can see and visualize. No amount of words will do justice to looking at photographs and stare at the pictures and imagine. That's what Einstein, the famous physicist once said, " Imagination is better and powerful." So let me post some photographs here and pretend you are at your favorite restaurant.

Happiness is...

Saturday is soccer time. You know it's the kind of sports being played around the world no matter what the climate is. One of the noisiest game too where the sports fam, the most avid fans scream and shout non-stop, some of them sing and dance while they watch as spectators. They showed so much colors and the colors they've chosen have something to do with their favorite teams, yeah just like those fanatic hockey fans. However only in hockey games where they wave terry cloths or towels. They should wave their flags too. Whatever.

Dunno really what to write today. I have written so many subjects in the past and there's nothing much of me to write. There are something new of a topic that sparks in my mind then I wrote it only to be reminded later, good lord I had that topic discussed in another blog of mine. So really nothing much of a spectacle here for now except maybe to post some food in a platter or soup in a bowl, sandwich or anything that can fill up the stomach. I know for one thing there are so many blogs around the networld posting what they cooked, what they laboriously baked and prepared for their family to have for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. While other bloggers seem contented with the photographs of birds and other animals in their backyard or front porch. Some few bloggers blogged about their hobbies, interesting or not but these work made them happy and useful. It is not the amount of data that make you a star in the networld but the quality of each and every post and quality of stories being post and read. If they cannot read because of their age... (some of them not even in schools yet) but babies can see and appreciate the beauty of photographs in its essence to be admired and perceived. On visual acuity.

Well it's up for the bloggers to post what they really like because its their own blog and if that makes them happy who are we stop their happiness happening every hour of the day.

Now What? You Expect More From Me?

Too tired to do anything. I feel so exhausted from the amount of "files" to do. Just the "to do list" is so much of a work. Thinking, analytical thinking is hard. It is if you are a planner and thinker.

Some people think that "thinking" is just thinking and voila the answer is just right there within a click of the mouse. No. That's not the case. Analytical thinking and critical thinking needs meticulous formula, representation and most of all format. You cannot just do something abruptly. Everything in this world is powered by capital > financial stability and capability.

If the work is done there is nothing to do and to do another work for the sake of changing what has been done is another use of formula, energy, power and another financial burden.

Most of all to have business and let it work so that it would gain profit that's absolutely what it is for. BUT Business without profit is charitable org. Who do you think is crazy to have business without profit? Businessmen would rather sit on their arse and do nothing. Don't blame them. They learned to know that based from experience. It's not stupidity. It's about economy!

Hashtag. #

What else is NEW? Is not that I have to reveal almost everything so that somebody can steal from me again...

But what the heck? Burglars, thieves are old stories. Millions of thieves during ancient period and at the time of Jesus Christ. There are so many stories about thieves, even identity thieves and identity theft is  now a movie. It is so rampant now as if STEALING Is now mankind's greatest priority. What's happening on this earth and on this age and time? There are movies, even non-fiction movies when the culprits of such crimes are people in authority. Meaning the police force sometimes are the thieves. Well duh, in most of the movies. Dunno for sure if they are doing it in reality. But who knows, right?

You may want to watch again Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons and you'll find out who are the real thieves. Langdon (Tom Hank's character and her parner in crime thought what they did at the Vatican is the right way). That too is a question of righteousness. Did the two saved the vatican or they allowed graft and corruption inside the Vatican? Nowadays you wont believe who are angels and who are demons...so many of them. It's hard to count anymore. Over millions in numbers wont even fit the ledger's space. I don't know how the accountant can have a valued proper accounting and bookeeping, maybe round off to the ______!

I might reconsider writing again so that "those people can steal" again. You know we need so many thieves in inferno or in purgatory.

That's why mark of the beast is mentioned in the Holy Bible. So many millions of thieves and they don't really know who are the real thieves. They crucified Jesus Christ, who was innocent. With the mark of that beast or tech microchip implanted on your skin they will know who and who can buy and sell. With that chip nobody can steal your identity and most of all you have the privilege and priority imposed to those who implanted them. Those who are opposed? I know for sure who was opposed to it because I think she was "guilty of stealing from my archive." Her name appeared on the screen of my computer years ago while stealing from my archive. Now she is using the photo of lady madonna. But what the hell anyway, she is protected by so many thieves too. They can took those chip implants on her body and she can steal again. But why always steal from me? She should steal from others right? Why always steal from my blogs, my novels and archive? What is wrong with her? She thought, maybe the E. on my name is her name. That it stands for her name? Bizarre!Hilarious? I found it very hilarious and ridiculous that "the woman who seems to like what I have written love stealing instead of asking permission." I wonder who her mastermind is. Who she is working for? She seems to be a collector of anything with so much value. She should asked me first. She is not a government agent or is she? Is she a spy? What? You know...WTH!!!! I wish she could take off her mask once and for all after all we should play fair here in the internet. Of all people she is that very religious woman. If you are religious you should not steal. But I think she works for the potato chip company so... I hate saying or writing that "creepy words" it makes me dull but I am so smart and direct to the point. I should work for Target. Oh I know it will upset Walmart. Haha! Playing her role ala bible series? I know semana santa is fast approaching and Holy Week is sort of festivity of relinquishing the past lives of all the Bible characters leading to the crucifixion of Jesus Christ. I wonder what role I need to play. I don't have any vice. I don't drink nor smoke. I don't mingle with bad elements or those against the law. I am a law abiding citizen and resident of another country. As a matter of fact I'm against any crime. I believe in the golden rule. I should be a law enforcer. However there's not enough jails out there and the government wont be able to feed all the prisoners if that happens. It would bankrupt the government to feed and clothe hundred millions of prisoners.

Pontius Pilate is a man. I'm a woman so what could be the best role for me? Esther? I can't be Esther. No way. Sarah? Mary? Hmm...too many Mary's. And they are not all virgins. The only VIRGIN now is the airplane. The Tres Marias?  Martha? I'd rather be the witness of all what's happening so that I can record them right from all that my two eyes can see. Expect the truth for only truth shall prevail.

Let me tell you another story: In vernacular format. Yes if you can READ words and statement in the best possible way to understand the meaning of words and its context.



Well I know for one thing there is that woman who confessed to me that when they were very young her siblings used to steal vegetables from the neighbor's garden because they were so hungry and they got nothing to eat. My point is why not ask permission? There is nothing wrong with asking permission, and maybe the owner of the garden will give them not only veggies but also meat, rice and fish to eat.

Next chapter to be continued.





Anyway, I have faith in people who are still doing the right thing.

(((Such a wonderful day in the neighborhood, would you be my neighbor...))) LOL. OMG! Not into senility nor insanity...yet.

What Credit Do I Get From All These? Are they paying?

It took me quite a while to compose myself on how I'm feeling, sort of mix emotions and anything in between. This is somewhat in the result of having to watch that latest movie of  Daniel Craig and Judi Dench's "Skyfall." My God! I told myself that was totally amazing fabulous movie, a thriller and such an incredible movie with a very interesting movie that is very timely to today's generation , with few twisted plots. Finally an 007 James Bond movie that is unforgettable. So while I ponder on the many sequences and the many "symbolism" in effect into that movie I realized holy sh----! It's like somebody, another writer has peeked into my novels written at "la Taverna" and has chosen all the best part of my novels and put them all together like a complete puzzle. Oh my God!!!!!!! I feel like screaming bloody hell!

How the hell they did something like that? My novels were then butchered, taken so many pieces all together and put into one movie.

Really it's soooooo mean!!!! Whoever is doing this burglarizing my novels at Google-Blogger. That was so unfair!!!!!!!!


Okay, who else wants to steal so many of my written work? Anybody out there? How about my name? Do you want to steal my name? Who else wants to have the mark of the beast?

Are You In LOVE?

For those who are in love and loving it ... you might as well celebrate the day of hearts.

Food Galore!

 Maybe I am a foodie that explains the artplate "stonewares" of vase and jar on the photo above. Simply I have this artistic talent to produce artwork in this sense with the desire to surprise myself. You wont believe that it's all spinning, the art of spinning strings on a computer canvas and voila there you can see it with your own eyes the result of a remarkable "string theory."

 Although I admit not a good baker but I enjoyed this sweet tangy creamy keylime pie made by another baker from the supermarket where hubby frequently shopped  groceries. When he's not baking we have to buy somewhere else. It seems that we all have sweet tooth.

 Once a month, even if there's no occasion our family have hearty lasagna with the finest ingredients chosen by the cook. I prepared the fresh vegetable green salad with garden peppercorn dressing. Yum.

 It's been three nights in a row when hubby love to surprise us with cinnamon rolls. He knows the recipe by heart that he doesn't have to look at any recipe book. Right amount of brown sugar, dash of ground cinnamon on top of freshly mixed and machine stirred flour, margarine, yeast, water and milk altogether blended perfectly within an hour. Then the bread machine stops right in time, automatically.

 So when the butter, brown sugar and cinnamon are spread evenly on top of the round dough like a piece of pizza, rolled it like a special loin. Cut the big roll in small circular piece just like what you are seeing in the photo. Place the newly cut piece one by one on desired baking pan. You can use a pyrex bakeware or the stainless, aluminum pan. Put it aside, wait till it rise (maybe 20 minutes) then place the pan with the cinnamon buns in the oven at 350 degrees until it rise up to the right size and until it's baked.

 We all waited and waited...after all it's our family's favorite snack and dessert. The only thing that's good about it is when it's really very hot, right from the oven and see how the butter melts. Wow! Superbly delicious.

Where Is The True Real Home Plate?

Do you know baseball? Do you know how to play baseball? Most of all do you know what the home plate is? You can have homeplate òr home plate whatever that pleases you.

I know how to play baseball. The rule is simple and clear. Although I must say it must be done on a clear bright sunny day.Weather. weather. Otherwise when its freezing cold or too much rain spoil each everyone of us. Meaning it sets the mood for players, watchers, viewers and audience > the fans who watch the players play the game at the stadium. Ball and the mighty wooden baseball bat.

In Canada the home plate is Toronto, Ontario where the famous Blue Jays originated. That's where they used to play with other teams from the United States of America. In British Columbia, Vancouver city is the main home plate where there is "port of entry" for all the big ships to dock. There are huge terminals where they can stationed their boats. All kinds of boats. Trains are everywhere to deliver the goods and supply. It is the main port of immigration and trade. So you might as well consider it the home plate. Vancouver's bird's eye view will tell you there is that "map of the home plate."

The home plate is the Canadian flag. Can you see it? Home plate is where there is abundance of food. Yeah FOOD! Are you a foodie? Even if you are not a foodie but you live to eat and consume edible food, you know the home plate is. Food everywhere to sell, trade, distribute and share to the many people living within that boundary.

Long, long time ago the home plate is Egypt where lavish, abundance of great food and water was recognized. David and Joseph of the Holy Bible stories have those stories when the Jews have to travel far and wide to reach the land of Egypt to buy food from the Pharaoh. Because during ancient time Egypt is the only fertile land rich with all the natural resources men need to live and survive.

However in this new present generation the land of Egypt has dramatically changed or it was just exploited into the new Las Vegas. Las Vegas is the new modern Egypt.

Let`s not go further to Egypt and Las Vegas for you know when the time is now and pitches are hard to come by HOME PLATE is where the FOOD is.
To generate a large amount of food depends upon the hands of the farmers, vendors and manufacturer of food and most of all depends on how big your purse is. Meaning, if you have the financial resources to buy, sell,  trade and stock food then your own home is the home plate.

TGIF

 Going crazy at fifty! Haha! Just having fun is the right expression.

 So let me have so much fun especially on weather like this. Gorgeous weather here at British Columbia. Although the weather forecast in other parts of Canada is stormy, icy, snowy, and frozen cold we can only wish and pray that their climate will change gradually. Know why? It's almost spring time.

 Oh that woman in another channel is mad about what I said. She is a great fan of winter snowy land. That makes me eat my cake.

I worried more than you know when there is that snow on the ground. Children love snow but for those who travel snowy icy land is hazardous to humans. You know too many accidents. Anyway, we don't wish any accident happening out there.

Again, let us eat more cake and pastries.

 Let's have more fun playing games, and let us enjoy the modern technology that wont go away. It's part of our life in BC. It could be the kind of life during the time of Jesus Christ. After all the sacred ark was discovered during his time. What the ark I'm telling you about? Oh you don't know? Well take cover. Use a veil when you are in front of your oven. I mean your computer and laptop. Cover your head, neck and ears. Don't let the laser heat your face. Be careful. Make sure you don't face the monitor for long hours; twenty ot thirty minutes in one seating is good then get out and do something else away from the computer. Follow my advice. You can go back again if you want to use your computer for important things to do. Then out again after every 15 or 20 minutes. Don't let your face get burn. Just a helpful advice.

 What?????!!!! Oh no! Patrick is amazed. You don't know what am saying right? Okay go figure that out.

Well you know the 10th of February is the Chinese New Year's Day. Even if you're not chinese nor any hint of Chinese blood running in your veins let us all pray and wish that the Lord God will continue to bless us all, earthlings with much blessings from above. May God grant us good health, happiness, perfect weather, good friends, happy family and relatives to talk with in good faith and good sense, that we can all live in peace and in unity. Happy Chinese New Year! Amen.