Dear Editor

Dear Editor,

You wished I will quit in blogging so that I can concentrate at facebook. However, no matter how much I tried myself to stop from blogging and writing I keep having second thoughts that it's not good to quit. Uhm, something wrong with my keyboard now. I have to double the task of pressing the letter "q" and letter  "t."

My computer laptop is getting old. I had this computer laptop notebook since year 2012. Remember my previous computers with Windows: Vista, Millennium, HP crashed. The hard drives crashed abruptly and can't be saved. It was shocking and devastating as if part of me crashed with them. As if its a fallout of some kind and it is unstoppable and uncontrollable. The latest of my notebook is somewhat the strongest, sturdiest , smartest and can't be touched by others. Powered by Satellite. Ha ha ha! OMG!

My husband is once again busy working. I don't know if he is finished with the demo and reno of that old one bedroom house. It took quite a while for him to do the finishing because it's really old and he was working by himself, alone in the painting, carpentry and installing the proper plumbing, installing of floors and keeping it clean. Also the house needs new appliances because the old appliances were older than the river.

A while ago, having problem with the message of  virus alert that my other computer is infected. I think it was just a bluff and you have to purchase an anti-virus software. So close X that message. Luma na kasi yang trick na yan. I know when too many bluffs and tricks and they are the ones slowing down the process of networking. Trigger happy sila to infect. Para silang mga buwaya. Nakakainis. You are stronger, I am stronger but they want to weaken your (my) strength. Obstacles to growth. Many points & hints to reconsider in the list of such obstacles. Just read Sigmund Freud's book.

Who am I talking? I am always talking to myself. That's how we blog. Soliloquy ikaw ang showkoy.

For the meantime it's better to clean nails and have manicure and pedicure after a nice warm bath. Good hygiene is expected for good people like us. Cleanliness is next to Godliness.


Dear Editor,

I AM YOUR EDITOR.

E. Verna Turner

Believe In Yourself The Rest Of The Paranoids Will Follow

Do you have basic instinct? Humans do have instincts just like animals. Most animals have sixth sense and few humans have sixth sense. Animals can sense, perceive and smell you even if you are one mile away from them. Their natural instincts are truly gifts for them because probably they are endangered. Animals kill their own kind. They hunt and kill for food. They are natural prey and hunters in the wild. Animals in the zoos are mostly tamed because they are well fed. The foods are rationed but an everyday food rationed for them as a food supply is something that they are graciously thankful unlike if they are in the wilderness they always have to hunt and be hunted as the source of food by other wild animals. Humans kill for food, self-defence and trophy. I'm glad that there are so many clubs, human rights and animal rights advocacy and society of conservancy for the endangered species.

Humans felt the same kind of threat. Their food supply seems less if not they also starve like those animals. For humans to use another human as a food consumption of their vital organs that's absolutely crazy, horrific and horrible. Cannibalism is a worldwide taboo in the modern world. Nobody do that kind of cannibalism except for some outrageous stories of survivor that happened at one time when a plane crashed on the rugged mountain, with only few survivors and many dead airplane passengers trapped in the negative zero environment and the only thing that could make them survive are the flesh of those deceased people who didn't survive the crash. The survivors had turned into cannibalism because they said they had no choice. They have to live and must live to survive. It would be impossible to understand their one of a kind plight of survival. The other human forms exist because of "hunger." It's hard to believe. But what if they already admitted and they can't deny such argument. Would you forgive them? Cave dwellers during the ancient period of time did the same thing, artifacts showing such inhumanity and unearthed by archeologists.  Zombies do that. Humans are the source of food by the hungry cannibals while zombies consumed the living humans who cannot walk away, run away and escape from the rabid fangs of deadly ravenous dead walkers, but what the wicked and deadly poison those whisperers tried to infect the living?

So, are we to wait again for the return of the WALKING DEAD and FEAR? Tears for fears? Everybody wants to rule the world? The long waiting keeps waiting and it keeps getting longer. Havana Cuba. Longer than a river of waiting game.

Believe in yourself, the rest will follow. Nobody knows you,  ONLY YOU knows your true self! You want an ID from the source of Identification but they too didn't know their own selves. They have to ask other people if they know you or know them.  That's totally BS. To spit for DNA result doesn't give 100% chance that you are what you are. That's lot of baloney. You are not a bologna, you are not a hotdog. Definitely not a bacon. You are a human from Yuma. That's where that term comes from. Human is derived from Yuma (n). Your parents are probably too old to know you and some friends have abandoned you for another friend and your relatives, only knew you for the family name you used to carry and handle. I don't have enough drama to continue my blog at THE CONSCIOUS MIND. It's getting boring already.

I have other blogs that I'm sure you will read when you are not busy because that blog is MY BLOG - MY WORLD.

I wish my husband reads my blogs instead of those old ancient books. I'm a better writer than Wilbur Smith, Douglas Reeman and Patrick O'Brian. LOL. Just kidding.  Their books are manly and my kind of writing is ? let me think...Hmmm SECRET.

Pictures

My Work Station

 My work station 

is my dining room.

I am always preoccupied with something to do. Being busy most of the time. I just can't stop using my hands. If I'm not blogging, writing, and doing housework and other chores,  I'm sewing and doing some kind of creative arts. I should be shopping. However shopping is no longer fun in this community of less than 50,000 people. The shopping malls and supermarkets are only full of people during the Holidays. Unlike in the Philippines where supermarkets, shopping mall even the super mega malls are full of people everyday. Over populated! The bustling sound of vehicles and people from all walks of life are everywhere. Every where you look around there are people. For hose who love the television series "Alone" that's probably exciting and for those astronauts who are in ISS (International space Station) where only few of them are positioned to do their duty... its a challenge. For those who are inside the Big Brother House, he he he their crazy life will soon overwhelmed each one of them until they bail out. j/k

The Good, The Bad & The ?

Still dark outside at 8 am today. Everyday is a brand new day because of the weather unpredictability at the island. It's windy again but not enough to be broadcasted as windstorm. You wished for a storm? Uhm, I will think about it. lol

Once again the news about the CFO of Huawei is in the news. I don't know if this news is just a publicity stunt or the news is really true and their CFO was truly accused of espionage and she's a grave threat to Canada. Whatever! It's on TV right now and no new news are said. It was like old news being run over and over again. Bring us something new and bring us viewers some new photo footage. We are paying for TV connection and we are hearing and watching the same old story, same old photos and same old videos since December 2018. WHAT IS NEW? What is the latest?

What's new with THE GOOD DOCTOR? There, we have something new with that famous television series. Last night;s episode: AFTERMATH, the bureaucrat representative was doing an interrogation, asking Hill Harper (Hospital President who relieved Dr. Glassman of his duty because of his brain tumor diagnosis, operation that turned out he was sick of  meningitis). Hill Harper rather Dr. Andrews provided meaningful explanation of the situation in the quarantine emergency room and the works of his doctors outweighed the survival rate and had saved many lives that what the doctors deserved was actually applause instead of lawsuit. The female bureaucrat applauded Dr. Marcus Andrews (Hill Harper) but she said that she will inform the rest of the panel (Board) for their approval.  Dr. Murphy and Leah took Dr. Glassman out for lunch and enjoyed a go-kart race. Wow! is that too much for Dr. Glassman to bear? Had a beer and chips after. What are they doing to the old man? Stories are subdivided with too many cast of characters in this series. Dr. Claire Brown and another female doctor Dr. Morgan Reznick helped in the moving process and settled whatever is the problem looming about Claire's mom. The Asian doctor  Park (who had resemblance with Jackie Chan) had his own marital conflict with ex-wife which was settled after then they tried to patch things up and reconciliation was expected. Dr. Melendez and the female chief surgeon Dr. Audrey Lim (Christina Chang) had their own coming to terms, after being divorced and had flings with different men of whom she shared bed with and her poor hygiene, it's good to know that she thought about having a bath after having to survive that fatal bout with death at the emergency and must be thankful to the female doctor Dr. Reznick who assisted her on her supposedly death bed. What lies ahead? Who is the true real GOOD doctor in the San Jose Bonaventure Hospital?

I don't know what code or what WORD that triggers invisible bullet in the internet. But yesterday when I typed the "word" in yesterday's blog post the specific word, the particular word triggered bullets, rapid fire sort of fallout.


Now who should receive those invisible bullets and who triggers such shots? Electron shots are fatal. There are snipers in the internet world that you have to be informed and be very aware.

Enlightenment

It's Monday, January 21, 2019. Because it's Monday, I should work. Now that's not funny nor it put a smile on my face. The world have known that we bloggers or blogwriters are not paid for our work and even if you apply for Adsense you wont make money. Maybe few cents. Or maybe you could find a quarter or a dollar deep down your washing machine when your husband's pair of trousers had coins in its pockets. Clothes tumbling down and forth while the machine took several loops up and down, circling around from the washing and rinsing cycle and when the loops are done you can exclaim wow! That's two dollars, one dollar coin and a quarter. Well, I should keep those coins to myself but I never do something like that. I usually put it on the table and let my husband picked up those coins.

Coins are valuable too because just a single penny can complete a dollar.

I happened to watch the town hall meeting of both parties: The Conservative Party led by Mr. Andrew Scheer and the other party The Liberals led by the current Prime Minister Justin Trudeau. I wonder why PM Trudeau won? Yeah that kind of question asked by most Canadians. One guy quickly answered that he won against PM Harper because of the marijuana legislation or the supposedly legalization of cannabis in Canada. "Cannabis" Canna bis. Maybe Canada was actually derived from that word. But Canada was actually derived from the word "Kanata." Canna is Kana and bis is the beast. Whatever! You should inquire this ancient medicine from Merlin or from the witches of Eastwick. OMG! I was hit by invisible bullets!!!!!!!! I don't know how many moles I had at my back right now. Darn! Whoah! Never ever mentioned those words or you'll hit by radiation. So tell me what is the word to be used to explain that to Canadians and to the whole world? I'm not a user. I'm just a human trying to explain such anomaly. If you want others to be educated about this and if you made a wrong turn have a word with the Human Rights Advocacy. Enlighten yourself.

I think the true reason why PM Justin Trudeau won the election  4 years ago it's because of the counting that he gained more votes than former PM Stephen Harper.  It's the same with the result of the votes for US Pres. Donald Trump. He won because he received more votes than Sen. Hillary Clinton. It's the VOTE COUNTS that matters. It's by the NUMBERS.

Question whether Mr. Andrew Scheer will have a chance to win? Gather more information. Count all the advantages and disadvantages of both parties. Weigh in. Use a weighing scale. J/K. Look at their family background and educational background. Who will be their financial minister? Who is their campaign managers? Who's good at PR relations with the Media and who is charismatic? The team Harper and Flaherty was a huge hit with Canadians. When Finance Minister Flaherty passed away the Conservative Party suffered. Know the pros and cons. Who can bring about change and who are good at bringing together people of diversity and who can do the fundraising and employ millions of people. Who is great and smart at strategies (political and economic strategies). Who can allocate more FUNDS for the party. Who can bring in more money or investments and revenue for Canada instead of overspending it outside of the country. Do they need to pass psychological test to become the next Prime Minister? A test now required for those who are applying for employment which is required actually in Philippines for would be workers.

Breach To Birch

It's one of those days that you feel so glad that the blog post is fresh and new and what a wonderful way to blog when the topic or subject of narrative is that of autistic man named Dr. Sean Murphy (Freddie Highmore) for the television series THE GOOD DOCTOR.

The fanatic fans of "The Good Doctor" were left hanging in suspense when the first part series of "Quarantine" was postponed before Christmas and we all waited for this part 2 last night. So, the autistic savant Dr. Murphy was acting and reacting to the bespectacled crowd in the quarantined emergency clinic. The patients were already panicking because of the on-set of virus that killed 3 patients and the head or chief surgeon was infected and the two resident physicians cannot solve everything within the confined quarantined environment. What was happening to Dr. Murphy? He was "trapped" in a noisy room full of patients in the panic mode, the room is heightened due to the enclosure of so many of them, dead infected patients, the chief surgeon is dying what else can you do? The hospital president has no other means to communicate but through the closed circuit monitor at the hospital and the emergency monitoring camera. At the same time when Dr. Melendez was also busy with the gut-wrenching transplant and the donor died of heart attack. The recipient had another chance of living, he survived. While the real struggle was at the emergency ward and another doctor came inside to help but because his son was also trapped inside the quarantine and needed help to survive. OMG! If that's a true life drama of no available brave and courageous doctors and nurses all of them would had perished inside the emergency room. Now you know that doctors and nurses are like soldiers battling to survive also.

Dr. Murphy finally came to his senses when the nurse informed Dr.  Murphy about something that struck his autistic mind. He needed a higher vocabulary to perceive that he is much needed for such operation. The other doctor knew what bothered him and he tapped the ceiling including its light fixture. lol. You know I can sense that. There are light fixtures that emits powerful beams and they are really noisy plus the flicker of such energy is somewhat chaotic for sensitive autistic Shaun. Some people are so deaf they wont probably hear such noise. Then another crucial situation arrived in he most unforgiving moment. The pregnant woman is about to deliver her baby and when Dr. Murphy sensed that the woman have a normal delivery because of the complication then Dr. Murphy was feeling kind of happy and elated because he will be the "chief surgeon" and he will get to use a real scalpel. Because he is a resident physician, a well experienced doctor was sent behind the glass door to assist Dr. Murphy in the C- Section procedure. Dr. Murphy cut open the pregnant woman's lower stomach specifically lower abdomen below the belly  (bikini style) and then somewhat hesitant for few moments and the doctor outside the  glass door and the nurse were shouting at him like crazy and that was the reason why Dr. Murphy had the confusion of some sort and finally he yelled back at  them because he cannot concentrate. He knew what he was doing. He is probably been a theoretical expert on any medical information, medical terminology, issues and medical diagnosis and prognosis, medical vocabulary, etc but the people who knew him at the hospital has no confidence in people with autism. Well it was Dr. Murphy's first to deliver a baby via C-Section. It was his first! The problem didn't end there. The baby was not breathing and the pregnant woman was bleeding profusely. Somehow he can't manage to attend to two patients who are incredibly in grave danger of dying. Who he must save first? That's one of the most incredible decision making. The supposedly father of the child was not there to talk to on such issue of who's first to ask in terms of who should live or die? The decision lies usually on the doctor attending to the patients. He knows. Dr. Murphy hurriedly asked one of the patients/visitors at the emergency lobby and the son of the doctor volunteered for he knows the resuscitate procedure (CPR) it's different for babies though. Then Dr. Murphy finally succeeded to save both lives. Terrifying?  It was one huge drama of survival at THE GOOD DOCTOR. Now you'll probably knew now how a simple pregnancy, maternity and labor can become complicated.

The TV series THE GOOD DOCTOR will soon airs the life struggles, dramatic and yet profound cases of litigation rather investigation first because of the quarantine and the unnecessary threat to human lives brought on by sudden impact of  the "quarantine procedure" whether its necessary or not or whether the hospital codes were followed correctly.

Then Dr. Glassman told Dr. Murphy that the true diagnosis for his ailment was "meningitis" not cancer. Dr. Shaun Murphy chuckled and felt relieved, "much better  than cancer,"  he said.

Is he Sean Murphy or Shaun Murphy?

OMG! I need pancakes!

The World of Autism

I told myself that I wont blog at this platform anymore. I wont blog and stop blogging at THE CONSCIOUS MIND Mind Over matter because I thought I am becoming redundant just like those TV series and TV news I watched on our television.

I could be very redundant, repetitive and very annoying just like everyone else. Sure, it's not me all the time being redundant. Repetitious and repetitive and keep on repeating every details and everything seem falling into circles.

I had seen, read and heard of so many who are being redundant and very repetitious of what they are doing as if it was programmed to do something like what robotic machines do. That only autistic children and adults will ever be happy and not get tired of the same thing, of the same job, working for peanuts.

Now what? I feel like obliged to watch for Dambo err Dumbo? the baby elephant. The cute baby elephant who has the biggest flappy ears and only her Mother could ever love.

Okay now what else is new aside from being nostalgic and un-amazing at this hour on January 10, 2019? What made me return to the same old blog with something new to discuss? Why bother? Just like those people on TV who are newscasting of the same old, boring stories from dawn to dusk, with all the drama and the hype maybe it will bring new life to spring and change the weather. We are all in this together to bring out change.

I looked outside to find what is new. Our surrounding is new of course. We moved out from the old house because when it gets so boring we left that place to find a better view. The house is not perfect but what can we do to ease boredom? Other people go on vacation and find happiness in places where they never been before like a holiday sightseeing tour in Antarctica. But do I have to spend $8,000 to $10,000 just to make myself happy by being with all those walking and gyrating penguins some of which are taller than average humans? Paddle board and kayak on cold winter ocean deep, atmosphere below negative icy condition? Maybe I could do that if I'm a part of the science expedition or I'm a valid member of Greenpeace and the whole environment matters to me like what Mr. Gore said of the "Inconvenient Truth." Work with pay climbing up the highest peak Mount Everest. darn! I am not that crazy! Go climb up to the roof of your house first if you can manage the fear of height.

Posting pictures of remarkable stunning and panoramic view of places where only few humans live. Just like what Robert Frost in his poem as he interpreted he had chosen the less traveled. We all have a choice. The choices you made can make or break you. Then people you dislike started connecting for what? Then you choose another path, diverge into many different paths and this person who is such a pain stalker followed again. WTH!!!!! The numbers keep coming and connections upon connections, inter connecting to a certain degree and you started cursing. Time's Up. Yup being bitchy here just like Milla Jovovich.

Look, whatever that makes you happy. Nobody knows what can make you happy, fulfilled and accomplished, ONLY YOU! ONLY ME nobody else can make me being happy and that's being alone with my own world in my own work. I felt like being autistic. Maybe I am.