You Know When It's Real )))))

The planet earth was having episodes of a very strange magnetic field and the worst solar flares erupted yesterday. Did you feel it? Don't you feel how magnetic field is affecting your health? Solar flares and cosmic rays are bouncing up and down our planet. Some people don't feel it if their surrounding above the atmosphere is covered with clouds and fog. Absence of cloud and other structures that cover the big space may harm the environment and its inhabitants. No wonder I felt weird about the "sensurround" just right here at my place. Totally weird but very predictable.

So in my thought I would rather cool myself right here in my own daydreaming-imagination. At least makes me feel secured even just in my own mind thinking.

Not being in reality? So what? As long as I am happy.

Not contented, being an artist I can change my mood, my scenery whatever I want. Whenever I choose. That's right it is also a privilege. The gateway...my escape route. Yeebah! E ba babae pa iba-iba.

Form Of Relaxation

Got nothing to do but the usual household chores so I am back to drawing which is my first true love. Lol. I can't stop sketching, drawing and painting. The view or scenery for my drawings are actually "imagined."
I might go on a side trip, travel in a far, far away land and see other sceneries that may capture my wide lens for arts.

For the meantime let me post this drawing right now.

Artsy fartsy hands of mine is non-stop painting lighthouse. More to come. IMAGINATIONS!

By the way nerdees nobody can kick me out here in the net or you get yourself kicked back and dunno what will happen to you next time. Believe me. Sorry soccer is way over this part of the game event. You owed too much from the blogs that I owned. Tama na yang kayabangan nyo. Even Arnie S. said on televised news that their city is bankrupt what you expect of other cities in the world. Time to get real. Or you need a slap on your face? It's what we ALL need. And that's reality folks.

No sports permitted on this day. It's a rest day. I don't care how many friends you have. In business there are no friends. Separate your work from your lovelife. This site, my blogs are not for lava life. Do you understand? FO!

There's an ongoing debate on "Deprofessionalized Pinoys and Pinays around the world." Who cares? Ngayon nyo lang ba yan nalaman? Don't you know and aware of the White Supremacy? Hay naku buhay. Nowadays in order to lead the world you've got to have lots of weapons and ammunitions (talking about semantics). You have to combat the many obstacles taking place within you and the surroundings that can make you vulnerable to many oddities in life. What can you do in this world especially in the workplace when you are over 40 of age it would be very hard to find employment anywhere unless of course you have the financial stability and ability to have a business of your own. No employer will accept workers who are over 40 for they are afraid of the many benefits the workers would ask and the many cheche bureche accompanying their right and privileges of workers. Unless of course you are a vital asset or you are too important for the company's growth that they don't want to lose you and the benefits and resources you could bring in to them.

So, is that hard to comprehend? It's not really what you know or what you can do. Right now the main problem is how much you can contribute to make the process going alive and better.

There are too many "drones" already. Workers? Maybe volunteers. As I heard from the many hidden observers it is hard to find a job when the applicants would rather not be paid. It's okay for them to work without pay. So what you think about this? Insanity? Crazy or foolish? Why work when you are not paid? THINK!

Then here comes these stupid wannabees, yeah so beastly that they don't really care as long as they have low paying job as long as they have a job. Now let me question this on how you were able to pay your mansions and BMWs? Where do you get the money to pay for those luxuies? Are we so dumb that you can live in luxury by just working on menial jobs when the PM of this country do not have those kind of comfort living that you have?

Don't try to impress us with your big houses and beautiful cars for I know and we know that the BANKs owned them. Tell me if you pay them with CASH otherwise don't brag it to me.

If you are that freaking so rich and popular to your friends and yapping how smart you are for you have finished or graduated from University well millions had the same College degree, had diplomas but unable to find a job. So how lucky that you are have that kind of job, but what kind? Intriguing eh? Who are you? Where you are just for the sake of IRS  ...BI. You know....

While all those who dropped out from college are  the new billionaires and seemed to employed many hackers and you wonder why those who are University GRADUATES have problem finding the employment they deserve. Do you know why the former Pres. Bush is so mad with BG? Do you want to know?

Where you think the world go wrong? The world or the people? I don't know fo sure how they spin the system. However I am so happy that the weather is cooler at this point in time.

Just couldn't believe that shock therapy is still being administered in some provinces in here. How many nazis should we count and be prosecuted? Be very aware and attentive while inside your own school. Report to the administrator right immediately if you are being bullied, harrassed or experimented without your knowledge. Be very vigilant. That's all it takes to know that you are not ignorant with what's goin in and out of this country.

I know you are all afraid I can see them from your eyes. From the facial expressions when the laser beam and radiation is focused on your site.

No I am not afraid of anything because there is one and only solution to that cruelty.

You can fool all the people all the time but you cannot fool me. That's how life goes on.

If not bothered by the bloggers sending me messages either through mental telepathy or by real chat relay messages from conscious to unconscious I will just go on with the many weird but helpful ideas in my mind. In times like this when my notebook is already full of memory codes. Then it is about time to put them into writing and this part of the process is what satisfy my own curiousity to gain more knowledge. Just simple knowledge is not enough. I have to earn more points. I have to earn more credentials.

So, from what I had done like the oil painting, it made me realized the dark side of the Medieval period when there were too much rats roaming the not so civilized world. Sickness such as bubonic plague caused so much malady and mental retardation. What the oil paint got to do with it? Just the oil pastel coloring crayons can caused certain diseases. I've learned it 5 days ago after using them for my drawings. My head was spinning because of headache, my eyes got irritated, I felt nausea and what else? My arms and hands got itchy irritations. In other words those crayons are toxic.

Now you wonder why Vincent Van Gogh , Benjamin Chechee, other known artists have committed suicide in the past not of poverty but because the art supplies they were using in their time were very toxic.

What 's causing this malady? The environmental hazards? Water that is not purified? Desalination process caused too much in your pocket? Dirt and pollution? It could be from all those dirt.

You wont believed that URANIUM, the powerful mineral in this world is based from dirt. It's all DIRT! The dirt that powers your cellphone, television, computer and the many tech gadgets that you are using everyday.

Come to think of it that in today's world we are suffering also from medical diagnosis such as skin cancer and other form of dermatitis. We should have specialists (dermatologist)  here in this town for I have seen too many people with skin diseases.

You still can use cellphones and computers just that I want to inform you about the side effects. Don't tell me that I did not warn you.

NOTE: Every time you touch dirt please wash your hands thoroughly with antibacterial soap and water.

Two Kinds Of Cancer

NOW that you have the SOMBRERO galaxy you'll know how many stars in the milky way and you wont need the giant telescope in Kitt Peak. What you will need is the presence of your COMPUTER. You wont need an aquarium to find out how many school of fish trapped by the purse and other nets in the ocean.

The ALIENS amongst us ? How to find out who are the aliens in your neighbourhood? Simply by providing insight on the environment that was destabilized 60 years ago because of volcanic eruption, earthquake, land erosion, flash flood, other calamities, countries ravaged by war and most especially destroyed by too much mining. Yes when mining is way too much eventually the area becomes field of holes called lakes and other bodies of water such as pond and other kind of undetermined holes.

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Where the beacon of light? She can't be Sarah. For Helen and Margaret have nothing to do with her. You think Foster would be the best bet? Frank Drake or Schut? Oh goodness, wrapped yourself and or buried yourself under the sand for at times like this it's nice to go to the beach. Frolic along the shore and play sand castles. Run and walk or ride the waves. Watch the whales and their pods then realizing hmm...isn't it we got our wax, candles, and crude from these giant creatures? No wonder there is such a giant wok in Arecibo.  I first thought we only got the wax from the cash crop called coconuts.
 Achee a coconut coco!)))))

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We have to sell more coconuts everyone needs a bath and coconut's copra gives you the soap that you need. Don't you know? The mother liquor comes from coconut and you wonder why nata de coco can form from liquid to solid. The fermentation and the necessary process is somewhat similar to what's happening inside your body. So don't be an as----- why  you are seeing something weird in your yuringagarin. That's my morning lecture for the GPs who are sleeping while the discussion in medicine took place. Sometimes lectures can't all be found in books, nor in the classroom.

Pap smear? Tell  your doctors to study again and again so that we wont be all diagnosed with cancer. Thereby you wont have to undergo the MRI procedures which is the last hope or false hope of recovery.
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Is Your Memory Very Sharp?

My very own perception was challenged the other day because of the many images, multiple images that were scattered along the wall of this very special site. The view is captivating to say the least because of its color , vibrant color. The green and blue colors are soothing to the eyes. At least not the usual white paint on the wall that makes me float like  a balloon or blimp. Yes the blue-green effect is very refreshing. I love it. It doesn't shock my nerves. I have to take good care of my eyes without them I don't know how I can write, blog and post pictures here. I don't know how I can find the way or the path best to tread on and stay away from the beaten path.

Not only my sense of perception was challenged but also my memory. I found myself being in a very strange room where too many strangers were invited and you'll never know who are strangers there or the regular occupants. I wish that the "regular occupants or the administrators and staff whould wear uniform. How much is a uniform to make that place a nice unified establishment of anything about acquisition of knowledge. The government should provide mandatory allowance for all the workers especially the admin. staff so that we can distinguish who are the workers from the subordinates. Let them wear ID too with their names. Uhm, maybe I'll suggest that to the officials of that building.

How to retrieve long lost memory? I myself have problem dealing with memeory. I am not afflicted with alzheimers yet. Not me although from time to time, with too many mental images and having a long memory in my mind (filled up and over flowing memory like gigabytes of data in CD Ram) it takes a while to reply from somebody's questioning of past events.

Now here comes the moment when I was holding on to the tong (not the thong, nor the tung, it's not even a tang) while getting food from the big container of sotanghon, a woman approached me while she was chatting with me i suddenly remember something, it automatically flashed a memory that I have seen a woman on that street walking through that street and I almost wave my hand at her realizing she is the friend I worked with in the MV.  Then here comes the friend co worker in a different clothing but then when I was about to ask her something she decided to go home because her "cord or string was ripped." That was 6 years ago. Only to find out that I'll be seeing that woman again and she was there on  a wheel chair. Uhm, they can't be two different woman. Unless if they are twins. However I know how to differentiate the other one from the two. Instinct. And hopefully 6th sense!

Anyway, retrieving memory is simply irresistible when there is a test. This week is a series of test for school children. And while I was in my own world trying to figure out what to paint this time. I am not really into oil painting. I usually use the digital computer painting for it's my choice of doing the process without too much hassels. You know that using  oil paint bothers me. It gives me allergy and headache. The worst thing is it really hurts my eyes. Although this oil based pastel colors affect my vision   also get in the way I finished my drawing. Not the kind of result that I want or least that I expect because I don't really know how far I can go with oil painting as a way to show how perception and memory affects us all.

Memory is featured in a pyramidal image the lower slope on the left is short term and the lower right slope is the long term. At the center is a place for encoding, storage and retrieval. Whatever codes are gained from this mental image is sort of an approach to simple psychology. The more complicated the place and the many symbols and images present in that area of concentration the more it gives you the complexity of your mind spell bounding effect and what human life is all about.

I KNOW you love to get the KEY from me. You'll have problem.

Yehey! JUSTIN Bieber won the MuchMusic Awards! I knew it. Congratulations JUSTIN! Don't you like it too Bieber Forever Fans?

We're here at new Walmart browsing for so many items and while my daughter is busy looking for the bakugan poster two girls approached her and informed that she , my daughter will recieve an award at the school. Oh really?! My daughter seemed not surprise at all. It was the ther day when we had the phone call also to inform us that Tamara is supposed to receive an award from the teacher, from the school but with too many pranksters calling at our home I totally ignored the message. So we went shopping and forget about the school that day.

Anyway, the message is true. It is not a joke after all. Okay without much further ado...I and my daughter would like to THANK the teachers, the staff, and the many people who believed in her talent. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! More power to TIMBERLINE Secondary School. VIVA!

Sanctuary

How old is Dr. Jose P. Rizal , do you know? If he is a human being he is probably over 125 years old. However IF he is a computer or a manchurian candidate then the story would be significantly truly amazing. What if he is the Last Emperor? Or the Last Empress? Today is his birth anniversary. Filipinos everywhere probably celebrate his b-day. And tomorrow is Father's Day. To all the good fathers in the world > CHEERS!

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We may never know for just what happened yesterday, several people have problems with memory. You know people afflicted with alzheimers. I wont tell you who they are but that's part of being human. Forgetfulness is a by-product or natural normal situation for senility or old age. That's why the government in other countries would like to offer early retirement age for workers who are still working at age 70 to 80 years of age. Where in the world you see older people working? Only in America and Canada when retired people still work to earn a living. I don't know why. Not enough pension?

You wont believe that I am unemployed but blogging is like an employment to me. Do you think I'm paid for what I am doing here? For all the important strategies that some business people, politicians and other poncio pilatos are getting from here, do you think I'm paid for all those things? Nah...

Blogging is such a passion and fad for my restless soul. My blogs are my sanctuary. It is my beacon of light. I am happy to be enlightened as much as I enlightened others. Naks drama ko ah.

My family went shopping yesterday only to be disgusted. Actually it's only me who is disappointed about something. When my high expectation gets bogged down and the expectations are not met I feel exhausted, disappointed and it lowers my metabolism. I felt like I was in lalaland again calling the teletubbies to entertain me during my mood swing from high to low altitude. To explain everything would mean sucking up all the space provided for the whole year and you wont like it right? So will leave that sentimental issue for now and I have to fan myself right now because you know there is something weird goin' on in another site. What more when I came back at home. I know when somebody or someone touch my stuff and I'm freaking mad. And you think I engulped weird stuff eh? I get so furious when somebody touched my personal stuff and when my expectations are not met. WTH! Oh there I might fill up the swear jar with coins.

Then seeing my daughter happy and smiling whenever she finished the level of the game she's playing > Kingdomhearts II the themesong Sanctuary plays automatically and fills the air so I end up singing to its tune also to keep up with her good uplifting song of choice.

What topic this time? First thing in the morning I usually open my TV for the latest news only to find out that the anchorwoman hasn't changed her clothes yet. That the news is as old as from yesterday and the rest from last week. An dyou wont believe that sometimes they featured a flash flood and shown old photograph or video clip that I had seen sometime last year. Thinking...isn't that something fishy?

FGS! We are now in year 2010. While the advance team wants to be in Year 2011 and Year 2012. The advance team are the athletes for the Olympics who are trying to pray harder that they still have the strength and the capacity to be the next Olympians. For it takes four years (Olympiad) to participate. Four yeas is longer than you can imagine. Humans grow old unconditionally and conditionally. We are like plants that even a glimpse of the sun can provide at least a growth in cms. You wont notice it. Can you? Just watch how the beansprout grows and how it manages to crawl when it sees the light.

I remember watching, observing the Morning Glory from the time it was only a tiny precious seed on a lonely pot full of rich fertilized soil. I was very impatient at first. I thought it would take time for that plant to see the light. I waited and waited until suddenly it "springs" from underneath the soil. Looking at its tendrils while it clings to the vine and wrap around to the rack I found it simply fascinating. Yes this awesome plant is terrific in its encircling its tendrils. How to observe the plant's growth  in slow motion is spectacular.

What's with Morning Glory? It has a flower that looks like a bell. The flower has its colorful variety in blue, white and peach. I know it looks like a kangkong plant. Wouldn't it be nice if its a kangkong? The veggies which I missed so much for there is no kangkong here in Canada. You can try to raise that vegetable but  probably indoor because it needs the tropical weather same as PI.

Note: Did you ever notice how words are being eaten in this template? Ahahhaha, my God there must be presence of  pacmans in this site.

While she played the Lion's Den of The Kingdom Hearts II I have other games in mind. I am tripping on something more like a fairy tale romance of knights and wizards and dragons. How about that for a change of story. I know too many stories told about these peculiar characters. However my novela would be very distinguishly untapped and collaborately significant.

My view about suspense thriller is better set aside for now. Not in good timing with the weather. Although who would like to see the next movie of Robert Pattinson? I bet my nieces would be first in the line up for Eclipse.

My Eclipse has something to do with Einstein's view of relativity. I don't know what the latest movie Eclipse is in the cinema and from the book. It is a TWILIGHT saga the continuation of  the much love team sensation of the new era. Pang teen-ager. Para sa gurangji na tulad ko ewan ko ba kung type ko ang story nila. Hmp!

I tried to have my own illusion of having characters totally different from others. I'm not a copy cat. I tend not to copy for I have my own original talent from the very start. Ha. Funny. I feel like bragging. Excuse moi. Besides when I do copy some artworks the original painter or artist dies instantly. I don't know why. It's more like an automatic Highlander series.

You know what I'm hoping for? I hope that the Eclipse movie wont copy what I have in my mind, in my blogs, for they will pay a bitter consequences.

By the way while I'm doing the end product of my designs here the finished product always go to the Microsoft site. How the hell that happened?  Too many monkeys again? Probably Rhesus monkeys floating again on our website. Darn! What a life. Can I just be given a chance to store my datas wherever I pleased?

YOU KnOW when somebody blocked me from blogging or whatever I'm doing here in the net or if somebody booted me off the net I KNOW. It' very obvious!

I don't know why they have to do that? INSECURITY? Hypocrisy? Are you so insecured that I'm here facing the monitor of my computer? Why would somebody block the Main terminal? Totally ridiculous eh?

I remember too many situations in the past when my own classmates will gang up on me, bullied me for no other reason butbecause THEY HATE ME. They hate me and they are very jealous that I am the so called "Teacher's favourite." But what can I do? I always have PERFECT SCORE in most of the test given to us in Grade School. Is that hard to comprehend?

I was called all the bad names, name calling such as : Statue or estatwa, robot, kabayo because the way I kicked the ball on our football games. I don't smile nor make any effort to befriend the dark colored skin named "N." Yeah I can remember that guy who think he is God's gift to mankind. I received so many hurtful comments which I ignored from time to time. Anyway these students are those always been reprimanded by teachers for being the "troublemakers."

Time heals all wounds and here I am the fighter that I should be because I was born with the sword in my hands. Modern Joan of Arc and I am ready to fight anytime. Yeeha!

Okay enough of reminiscing for here is my message to the bullies that you guys are so lame and bullyball is not the only game in town.

To Mr. Josh Peterson, your watermark template is being used in this platform and I am not sure if I will have to use this style and design for the rest of the year. Maybe or maybe not. For the meantime let me have this for now. When I changed the setting it doesn't have any bill or receipt or note  whether I have to pay for this. Is it FREE template? Probably have to email the Blogger Management.

Series Of Test

You have the reds, we have the blues. Oh don't you like blueberries on your bread, bagels and muffins? I love blueberries the taste is amazingly supreme. I love th color of blue for it reminds e of the clear blue sky, the color of the deep blue sea. The color of the mountain as the sky reflected through it. The royal blue color that can magnify. Blue is the color of the spectrum , the color of the wine and blue is bluer than blue when your mood keeps changing its hue. BLUE attire? Uhm..let me think

Blue hue? Blue's clues! Ahahaha. Blue blue my world is blue but I am not babalu.

I received two stories from a person that I know that one of the students dropped his math subject to the dismay of the parents. This is something to do with misinformation and lost in translation. The student was absent for so many days because of flu. The parenst informed the school about the situation, problem the teacher asked the student to take the test ven if he is not prepared. Don't the students have the right to say no and just take the necessary test when he is able and just healthy enough to recuperate? The second chance given to students whom the school thought to be one of the top ten in class should be given the right or the privillege to excel. Why not!? I don't see any problem with that. Somehow the conflict lies in teachers trying to compete with the students. Did you know that there are too many teachers, professors and educators who until now compete with their students no matter how life takes. It is crazy alright and you might want to investigate about the teacher or other teacher's profile just in case.

I have too many cases regarding professors and educators who made such troubles in the past. To have them reported here is a matter of conflit of interest. My own Father had that conflict when he was in Grade School. He was supposed to be the Valedictorian in their school however favoritism arised in those days that the award was given to somebody else. Yeap given to the teacher's close relative. My Father didn't lose his dignity with that at a very young age, he managed to educate himself through correspondence school, attended courses in Radiology and worked for the Red Cross. He is a good man and his legacy lives on forever. There is so much I want to write about him but the space is not enough. I might just write a book dedicated to my super hero, my own Father of course. That children everywhere should take him as a model to their own ambition.

School here in Canada is about to end however exams are still on-going simultaneously and to distract the procedure wont be in conformity with the school's guidelines. While the school year ends of June , the school year starts in asian countries. Philippines still value the use of school supplies such as pen, pencil with eraser, notebooks, pad paper, books and most importantly the teachers still use the chalk and blackboard. The stroke of chalk while they print and write on the board is a must for that's how the young students learn to copy and imitate the technique of writing. Maraming students nowadays don't know how to write. Parang kinahig ng manok ang style of writing. Not all of them will become doctors so cut the crap out of writing or printing annoying letter and messages. Unless of course if you wrk for the Intelligence Bureau while you send codes and ciphers.

Yeah I run out of zippers for my trendy little purses and bags. Waiting for Walmart branch to open is a pain. So for the meantime I'm on a standby for I believe in the power of patience and perseverance.

To all those taking exams GOODLUCK! GOD BLESS.

Note: The only time all of us ask for GOD's help is when there is a test.

Hay naku imbierna naman ako Lunes na Lunes eh. It's not what you call Monday sickness but probably because too many things to do this morning. I was unable to sleep last nite because the weather is awfully hot. Summertime what can we expect so I have the electric fan going from east to west in our room. Too bad our house has no air conditioning unit. How much is the aircon? Maybe the cheapest is $125.00 + tax but then the fan is good enough for the time being.

Good news and bad news keep coming back and forth recently at CBC News , one of my favourite channel to watch news here in Canada. The Ministry of Finance Jim Flaherty was given a warm welcome by a woman who gave him her ID and then showed pile of bounded papers on the floor. You can see the smile in the Minister's face. I wonder what's in it? Sort of petition?! No clue here.

Lately, I've been busy piling up bond papers all over my desk. My hands are way to busy having several drafting to do. While browsing on some pictures at Facebook their faces were vivid in my memory that you wont believe my drawings of the face resembles some of these women's images. Weird eh? That's me having photographic memory. That at one time while I was watching movie "Ella Enchanted" together with my daughter when I looked at the mirror to have my photograph taken ... suddenly FX happened and I looked like Minnie driver FGS! What on earth happened to my face? Sigh and cry.

Miracle? Uhm------I don't know. Hard to explain.

Remember the duck or loon that I want to photograph from Black Creek? I haven't have  chance to take not even a snap of that loon and when we all cae home and I decided to fry some eggs on the frying pan, whileI dropped the eggyolk and its white on the pan suddenly, remarkably the egg started forming into a DUCK. That's when I don't even use anything to touch it. I mean I was just staring at it while it moves thus forming that kind of image on the frying pan. Shocking! Until I couldn't believe what I was seeing at that point in time. What do you call that thing? Phenomenon? Supernatural occurence?

Same thing, I DON'T KNOW.

There are too many things that we don' know that's why we keep on guessing, speculating?, thinking, solving, and providing solutions.

Extreme Sports

Swarming million buzzing sound of busy bees filled the air. Nah, that's the sound effect of the television early morning. Shocking!? It is real shocking why they have to annoy us with that super duper annoying sound at the South African stadium in Johannesburg. Yes folks it's the FIFA World Soccer Game Event. The first game introduced two teams fighting the gold: Mexico Vs. South Africa. It was loud crazy. It was suffocating. Imagine yourself inside the colony of buzzing bees inside the beehive. Awful! Such an awful predicament. It was like a torture. I wonder how the players can concentrate with those very extreme annoying sound. That's it an EXTREME kind of sport. Soccer game nowadays is such a punishment and a torment for the soccer players.Any great player will suffer from this kind of obstacles and barrier inflicted kind of game. Focus and attention is a must in order to win.

Suckers!!!! Too bad we don't have any Canadian team to join the fun. Nor we do have any soccer team from the Philippines. From what I heard it's only the best of the 20 teams are allowed to compete (?) Would it be so nice if we have one good team to represent this kind of extreme sports without using the hands only your sturdy legs and mighty head to strike, touch, pass and block the soccer ball?

Did you know that my kind of sports long time ago is very unusual? Sports like track and field while chasing catching butterflies and dragonflies. Climbing tall coconut trees, jumping from the bamboo bridge connecting from the kitchen to the water loo. Football? Oh yeah the football is different in my time it's hitting or kick  the ball with our legs and we have to go on 4 bases. Then 7-up, run around the big concrete culvert while waiting for the water to fill up our drum and water jug, inch and piko. You can add luksong baka, sipa, and my favourite the "chinese garter." Chinese garter is similar to high jump but your legs should smoothly quick touch the garter while you jump on air. What kind of sports I'm talking about? Probably you wont know it because these games are played by children ages 4 to ten. At that age those games are to the extreme that some of my playmates end up having broken legs and broken arms. Literally, they need to be in the orthopedic ward.

Not to mention we also play karate and tarzan to the effect of holding on to the long cord from the bamboo pole down to the ground. Yeeha!

Years passed by so quickly, while I was attending to my brother's mini concession at the camp, here comes group of soccer players in their jerseys sweating and one guy approached me with a smirk on his face and told me, "Hawig mo si Regine."  Ha?! What? What are you talking about?" I asked him again kasi nabingi ata ako. Then the guy repeated what he said, "sabi ko kahawig mo si Regine Velasquez."
I was so quipped to reply back this time and told him frankly that "hindi po ako nagparetoke ng mukha."
Then the whole team can't help laugh at what I said.

"Don't you have any soccer team here at the camp?" he asked me one more time. I said no with a frown on my face. Then he bought a pack of cigarette. Gusto pa sana nyang mang-uto pero I have something in my mind "Credit is good but we need cash." LOL. Joker!

I know I get so annoyed when somebody else used to tell me that I am this "celebrity" you know and I know that am not one of those girls. Naiinis ako pag may kamukha ako. Kamukha ko ang nanay ko na kamukha naman daw ni Luz Valdez. Then nung bata pa ako ang mga classmates ko ay tinutukso naman ako na si "Marlene Dauden" daw ako. So irritatingly funny. O sya sige na kamukha ko si Marlene, akina ang gunting at magupit ko na kayo.



WARNING: You have to be an angel to play those games I played when I was a kid. It requires flying with wings. SO BEWARE. No copying please or you wont be able to see your next birthday.  No matrix no metric. It just happened. I don't know why.

Sorry it's for real. It's no lie. It's a true story!

And...they want me dead.

For they don't believe in miracles.

What is the interNET for? It should be a very informative tool, device, a machine that records gigabytes of info and data. Others used them to gain knowledge, while others used them to spread cheers and what else they have to spread?

It becomes a ground for headline news, frank honest conversation, while some of us use it for the inquisition, genalogy and few of us used the net to go "fishing." Hunting the biggest fish of them all. While they keep on whaling, they caught blue fin tuna and some other kind of fish that they never have seen before. What kind of fish is that eh?

Anyway, I hate fish. I don't find fish  interesting anymore after seeing those pile of garbage. Maybe after 6 months or maybe a year from now the taste of fish would be totally different.

Some headline news now are somewhat detrimental it really made me think that some of them are baloneys. Also it's probably sort of  a "run through advocacy" you know when there is not much budget. Yeah think of it as being practical when there is too much secrecy you can never really tell whom to trust anymore. However, I always trust my parents no matter what. And most of all TRUST YOUR INSTINCT. Know yourself and know your parents.

It's YOU and your parents: Your real  Mother and Father. The rest are just there to inflict injury. Your parents are your own god. The Vicar of Christ should inform this information to all baptized  Roman Catholic. If the pope and the clergy  are unable to comprehend what is meant by what I have written here has failed his theology and philosophy.

Alam mo ba marami akong choices to just change my name or have my name reversed or have that "ghost writer's name a basta yung hindi attention getter para makapagconcentrate ako sa pagsusulat kaso mo while I was browsing through the internet merong iba dyan na ginagaya ang style ko sa pagsusulat, or some of my drawings feel nya kanya or any of my idea (sa dami ay kulang ang space ng Blogger, Blogspot, Yahoo, at MSN space). Sabi ko okay lang na sana secret na lang ang name ko as a writer (naku huh!) then yun na nga uso pala ang nakawan d2 so whatever na "gawa ko" ay mapupunta lang pala sa iba. Bakit ganun? Di ba napa ka unfair naman nun?

So, heto ako kahit magalit kayo or maging envious eh talaga namang wala na akong hiya just to write my name here sa blogs ko. Pati mga photographs ay may name ko na rin. Parang nung araw na uso noon yung mga ballpen ay nawawala kaya lahat ng school supplies ko ay may name ko. Pati bag ko may tag na rin ng name ko. Grabe di ba? Hindi yun kayabangan kundi para ipaalam sa lahat na huwag nyong ikakahiya ang NAME nyo. If you are a blogger here mark or tag your name on it that it belongs to you. Walang masama doon. Anyone can understand the value of having a name. Kahit na pangit ang name nyo dapat nyo paring ipagmalaki na you were given a name by your own parents, and that your name was announced at the day you were born and at the time of your baptismal.

Noong araw maraming writers na hindi nila ipina aalam sa iba na writer sila. They have ghost writer, copy writer, and or pseudonyms kaya naman at the end wala naman talaga silanng copyrights protection. wala silang maipaglaban na talagang kanila yung story na ginawa nila. Malay nga ba natin na sila talaga yung sumulat nung story dahil hindi naman nila tunay na pangalan yun.

Minsan naman hindi ko naman gustong ilagay yung buong pangalan ko dito dahil na rin sa mga sumusunod na anomaly: maraming scammers,spammers, fraudsters, at iba -iba pang mga problema sa internet. So minsan abbreviations na lang ang mark ng mga stuff ko dito. Sa dami ba naman ay lagyan ko ng mark yang mga iyan. Puede ring nakawin nila then we'll have a crusade and I will hunt them. Ganun nung araw eh. You know the CRUSADE? From the time of Jesus Christ up to the time ...here at this present generation. Sabagay hindi ako si Jesus. Hindi rin ako si Maria. Kaya --- And you wonder why there is war and rumor of war. Not that I want to wage WAR dahil nobody wins that game.

Bakit ako ganito kaprangka? Unang-una na rin yung insidente noong time na nagbakasyon ako sa Pinas and then to get the remittance (money) from the bank that was sent to me by my husband na nasa Canada. Pumila ako ng pagkahaba-haba sa linya just to get the money. It took me almost an hour just to get to the bank clerk only to find out that she cannot give it to me even if I hand over my personal identification cards and the remittance telegraph informing that I have to get that money from that bank. The bank clerk seemed a bit of an "aristokrata" pasosyal naka gucci watch pa sya (meron din ako), mestiza, pero di ata marunong ng tagalog. So nag english ako para magka -intindihan kami. Eh talagang mahina sya so I asked if I can talk to the bank's manager. So lumabas ang bank manager and we talked for maybe 10 minutes. Ayaw nyang ibigay yung remittance kahit may evidencia na ako. Pati library id sa FEU, yung id ko sa United Laboratories pinakita ko na rin pati pictures ko lahat lahat na. Ayaw parin akong paniwalaan. Bakit?! Mga letse talaga sila. Maiiyak na talaga ako dahil imagine she was talking in a loud voice and there are too many people in that bank. All eyes sila sa amin. Tapos sabi pa nitong bank manager ay marami daw nawawalang SSS # and GSIS # sa Pinas. What?????????????!!! Eh bakit naman ako ang pagbibintangan nya eh yung nasa headline nun sa dyaryo ay the case about those fraudsters are Filipina married to Korean and a Filipina married to an American. Yan yung news story noon nung magbakasyon ako doon. So di parin nya binigay yung money remittance ng asawa ko kahit na sinabihan ko na tawagan nya yung agency where the money is and she can also phone my husband. Wala talagang nangyari gusto ko na tuloy kausapin yung presidente ng bangko na yun. Pero matigas talaga sila. Ewan ko ba kung anong IQ meron sila. Padabog akong lumabas ng bangko. Then yung mga guardia sa labas napabalikwas at tiningnan ako ng masama. Titigan ko rin nga sila. Then inuumang nila yung mga baril nila sa akin habang ako ay papalayo sa paglalakad. Sige lang barilin nyo ako tingnan natin kung saan kayo pulutin. Hindi naman nila ako binaril siguro nalaman nilang MALI sila. Maling mali sa paghusga ng kapwa nila Filipino. Sa tutuo lang siguro hindi na talaga 50% mga Filipino sa bansang iyon. Kaya kayo dyan magsipagtagalog na kayo dahil maraming di kanais - nais dyan.

My mother and I went to the other branch and get the remittance. Mabait naman yung bank clerk doon. Sinabi ng nanay ko yung nangyari doon sa main branch. Sabi nung bank clerk pagpasensyahan na lang yung mga tao doon. Ganun?! Grabe di ba? Hay naku kaya nga mas mabuti na yung cat's cradle dahil at least kilala mo talaga kung sino yung nasa clan mo from 18th Century. Yung sister in law ko alam nya genealogy or family tree nila from year 1766. That's from having a world tour, extensive research around the world.

Human Genome Project? Yan ang type kong pag aralan. Baka kasi magkaroon na naman ng Madison effect.

Note: Money transfer in Philippines is really slow that's the problem there. Or the exchange and processing is slow. Here in Canada the processing is getting slow also you know why? Pulos credit cards.

When I watch the MAD MONEY movie of Diane Keaton, Queen Latifah and Katie Holmes made me realized that there is really "fishy" procedures in any bank anywhere in the world. Yeah it's only a movie but it opened my mind about the story of my Economics professor when she confessed about a story regarding the Central Bank and NEDA. I can still remember the time and the situation and EARTHQUAKE strikes on a richter scale on that fatal day. Shaking of the ground. LINDOL! Not the kind of earthquake you have in mind.

Fruit Of The Loom

There are sirens that keep me alert. Siren from the:
A. Ambulance for emergency
B. Siren from the Fire  Department truck
C. Siren from the Police car chasing another car because of over speeding, chasing criminals, etc., etc.

Siren keeps us alert and aware that there is something unusual happening in the neighborhood, on the road, in the school and everywhere you hear that sound.

There's another kind of siren with an "a" yeah with the a called sirena. A splash of siren is heard once again near that area probably they are experimenting on something. Strange. Very strange indeed.

Anyway, I'll let you go 'cuz i got something to tell you. Not that important but when I went to downtown to shop for groceries and fabric, I noticed this little girl who opened the door of that shop. She walked like a queen, her gestures somewhat pompous well-mannered as if she's older than the river. She acted and walked like wearing a tiara and or pile of books over her head. She never bow down or bend. Her posture is so straight and ...yeah queenly. The child is less than ten years old. Ah, probably the parents trained her in the fashion school for girls and want to become "Little Miss Coquettish." Oopps....not that I forgot where she is going but probably she'll attend a beauty pageant elsewhere.

"They look mental men," LOL. Referring to Wayne's world comedy. Okay not that I'm being so mean here but don't you like screaming and dancing to the song " Super freak, super freak!?"

Oh there! The mother of the queenly child slapped the little girl for not winning the pageant. Goodness, thank God it's only a show. Grabe too many strange people nowadays. That's why it's raining dogs and cats once again.

One thing that really set them apart is having to see these sporty little ones who are inclined to established themselves in the world of sports. You can tell who will become the next sports hero or heroine by the way they clothe themselves. Some of them wear a cloak at a very young age.What they have is passion. While  fashion oriented guys would rather wear overt extra ordinary clothing and apparels then tried to show off their bling-blings from head to toe.

It's commercialism baby. That's where the money is.

Where will you be in this world of fashion and passion? Pass the fruit please.

When Creativity Strikes

FASHION DESIGNING is also one of my favourite hobbies aside from sewing drawing or sketching. Allow me to post some of my creative designs which I hope will eventually lead me to make my creativity more meaningful than usual.

Hmm----weird eh? Wrong or poor choice of words!! When is wrong right? Wrong is wrong and it is poor? Maybe the judgment varies and depends on how you understand each "word." However if you are an ETymologist every word has its corresponding correct meaning.

Ah, little did we know that choosing the right word whether they are wrong seemed to be the choice of some celebrities to be in demand and in the spotlight. Celebrities knew them all along that to be in the headline news they have to choose WORDS that can bring a big spark, a huge blast or something that can catapult them back once again in the LIMELIGHT.

Let say there are too many KSP (Kulang Sa Pansin) and to get the attention they deserved they have to do something that can uplift them like uplifting their own kites. Or others would uplift other kites so that they are uplifted in the same way that they want as if on a pedestal.

Anyway human beings are like animals in dealing with cleverly to get attention and they use it purposely by hook or by crook? Nah so lame. Trickery is a matter of games played by monkeys, dolphins and other marine animals. Mammals? You think mammals do the same trick too?

I don't know if I have omitted a word from my other blog entry wherein a word is missing from its sentence structure. When the movie of Johnny Depp's movie "Alice in Wonderland was released in the cinema..." Looks like I am too clumsy with the typing eh? Me?! You think I am when I am such a perfectionist. However I don't intend to be clever or do I need to apologize for that. Oh sometimes I have to apologize for other people so that they wont drop the screw worms in the vicinity of the civilized world where I am. Or I will APOLOgized because I work for NASAan na kayo? How about SETI? Ah that is the counterpart of NASA when some people are overbearing our own judgment.

Okay don't get me wrong here while I was trying to be like Ebenezer Scrooge, overheard the TV show's host asking, " Where is Kilimanjaro?"  Without looking at the TV I answered Tanzania. Then when I focus my eyes on the television screen the question was actually in what continent can you find the Mt. Kilimanjaro? The guy lose his turn and he flunked and need to announce that he is not smart as the fifth grader. Oh continent, so the correct answer is Africa. Is it still a continent when you keep on digging? Lol.

How can you find that after 50 years Philippines is still Philippines? Probably by the oldest trees left standing there or if the majority of the population of  filipinos wont be moving to another country. Just look at New York. NY is the old ancient Africa. Did you know that? Hawaii, Vietnam and Japan is part of Philippines? You wont be able to believe it, no in this lifetime of too much secrecy. It's like a scrambled puzzles out there.

While they keep on digging, exploring and discovery here and there finding treasures and minerals and more news afloat the networks I decided to continue watching the movie "SOLARIS" a psychological thriller starring george Clooney. How the solaris affected the people inside the spaceship laboratory where they conduct sort of experiment and then they all started having sort of "dementia," illusions and hallucinations. they first thought it was just a dream like they can see dead people back to life. Spirits and soul trapped in a dimension between time and space. The ending? What happened ? I fell asleep cuz it was too slow!

How you can tell that the same story is happening in our present generation?  How fast is the earth spinning? With all the twister and tornadoes now and then you probably don't know that Year 2010 is already a thing of the past and we are in the Year 2011.

What Food Can Do To Your Body

When the movie of Johnny Depp's "Alice In Wonderland" I promised my daughter will watch it in the cinema either in Caprice or in Galaxy but we really don't have the chance to see it. I'm glad the movie is now released on DVD and now we can enjoy to watch it on our Playstation. It was on sale for $24.99 in other department store not in the store where we bought it. Darn! I was a bit shocked. I first thought we can avail for the discount. It was worth $30.23 of course including the tax. Hmp! I should have waited for another week and maybe the cost of that DVD would be less than what it should be. However it was my husband who paid it at the till so let it be then.

Thinking that a movie ticket cost $10.00 now at the cinema? Is it ? The last time I went to the moviehouse was 2 years ago and the ticket price is $8.50. Popcorn and pop to go with it? $20.00/person. Uhm...yeah maybe $30 for DVD is worth it. At least the whole family can watch it. Hay naku medyo kuripot talaga ako. Bakit hindi?! Mahirap kitain ang pera 'no? Nobody's rich here in Canada. Doctors, lawyers, businessmen and even politicians never brag about how wealthy they are. Canadians are naturally stingy! Ahahhahah. Correct me if am wrong but we do like freebies here. How cheap eh?

I only go out when there is huge sale. HUGE sale!!!! I was a member of that fabric store and when I received a newsletter from them that they have huge sale of  BUY ONE METER of fabric you get 3 METERS FREE! So I went there to find out and shocking, really shocking to find out that those fabric are actually worth $ 18.00/meter. So even if you bought 4 meters from that roll you wont be dancing that you get a great deal. It's disgusting! What more? Dealing with a store clerk that is grumpy and suspicious? Totally sucks! Good that the Store Manager is real nice because I don't think I will need to go back there even if I have my membership. No way!

You know how much is the textile in Philippines? You wont believe that you can buy P20.00/meter of fabric and their quality is really good. Then you can also haggle or ask for discount.

I know the demand for fabric here is not that much that probably the price is way up too high. For it is really cheaper to buy already made clothes and apparel. Although you cannot choose the fabric that you really like and the style is not to your liking and most of all not all the clothes that are sold in the department store have exact measurement that fits to your body so a need for fixing and alterations is always welcome and that of course is additional expense for the consumer.

Alteration's a fad here because we have so much wheat in our food consumption and bloating is such a normal appearance. The weather doesn't help either that fat is stored most of the time. Exercise in trying to be fit? Maybe the best remedy is not to eat anymore. Hehehe. Just drink water! Water therapy. That's if you can beat your body 's natural system of food intake.

Think of what FOOD can do to your body and way of thinking?

WISDOM is what you get from eating nutritious food but taking junk food has negative impact in the way you think and reasoning. Whatever is good for you is not good for all. Although what makes you happy depends on how you use logic.

What to Wear?

I'd rather post my latest design. You know clothes that you can wear anytime. Casual. Not really out of style beside the weather here is different from your super hot weather that you have "no clothes anymore!." Anyway that's my next project: to design clothes that are "too transparent" that you can see what's within you inside out.

For the meantime let me show you why I was busy in the past few days of my life. Aside from sewing those cool fabulous bags. Also the date from my digital camera is different from the exact date is not really my fault. It's the digital camera's mistake. Why? I already fixed the date but somehow it managed to transfixed that date to January of 2009. I don't know why. You have to ask some of the " __________." (From whom we bought the Canon. You know maybe the digital camera was "canonized."

Oh well, you can have your stick to yourself while I have my stones and the base.



Note: Do not clothe yourself with lies. Be truthful to yourself. Honesty is the best policy

F10

Finally I found out what is wrong with my computer. Imagine I gave everyone all the "benefit of the doubt." I called everyone such bunch of liars and losers!

For all what I said, those hurtful remarks, bad mouthing, etc...I am deeply sorry. Sigh...lol Yeah too much drama. Pang OSCAR at Famas Awards yan. Say mo?

FGS! I have the right to "swear" me of all human being created by the Lord God Almighty I have all the reasons to throw tantrums. I'm no angel. I have the right to get mad at everyone. I have all the rights to fire anyone whenever the computer get out of bounds.

Anyway, troubleshooting that what helps me find the cure for my very precious computer...MY TWIN. Yeap we are in this together. Without computer I am a lost cause.

I forgot to tell you about the ending of the long mini series about the psycholgical thriller adventure of the LOST cast. It was almost an epic. Somehow they found the truth about life's existence that without each one of them supporting each other life on this earth is nothing but dull and boring. Most of all boorish.

Our TV news is consolidated on the many bad news about the oil spill, leak, and augmentation being done in that devastated area. Not to mention the damages are detrimental almost equal to what happened during the Exxon Valdez disaster along the Alaskan peninsula. That was in 1989. After that the recovery of that devastation is hard to imagine. The crude oil still is probably embedded in my own blood from eating too much alaskan king crabs. Oh darn what a life!

What could be the effect of the oil spill and leak in the Gulf of Mexico? I don't wanna know.

Who's who to be blamed here?

Or do we have to STOP blaming but start with the RECOVERY PROCESS. There is nothing that we can do. Accept the fact that it's Level 42! SEALVER! Ahahahhaha.

Let these culprits PAY for what they have done to the economy and environmental hazards that this one ONLY planet that we have to share. Life is short and we are only transient. Let these people pay for what they owed to us - the LIVING .

We live. We have to conquer!