Friday, September 18, 2009

After about 4:00 AM this morning thinking that Friday today. Thursday yesterday and of course not to forget that my best friend had a visit once again in my dream last night. I was in front of Mrs. T.'s house ( a neighbor in Philippines) when Cora approached me and was very happy to relate her vacation grande. I was about to ask her where she spent her vacation when suddenly our conversation was interrupted by her sister C. C. was beaming with pride and was full of joy despite her face showed so much sunburn. She was giggling as she approached us. I was about to hug her when her sister kept on pinching my arms reminding me that her sister is already dead. Thinking that I know she was dead but she was alive in my dream. Cora continued the effort to touch my arms. I woke up from that moment.

I really have to let go. I really have to let her go even if she keeps promising that she will show up in my dreams. It was a promise that we both agreed when we were young that whoever died first then will show that there is life after death. She continued to show me the many ways. Every time she end up there with a smile and everything's alright. Lola have the same kind of passing the message to me. There is really LIFE AFTER DEATH! That dying is not really something to be feared about. It is a renewal of body and spirit. Although I never and wont allow any human being subjected to euthanasia and suicide. Suicide, murder and killing any human lives is still consider a mortal sin and against the law.

September seemed to be creepy and spooky don't you think?
Then realizing Cynthia's birth anniversary falls on this month. So ayun nagparamdam na siya. Wherever you are. If you are reading my blog I hope you are at peace with the Lord God.
Pax Cristi!

Note: Just to let you know that this dream is not a result of taking tylenol medication nor I'm having hallucination. It's just a part or episode in my dreams. I am aware that all my dreams are very strange. Normally dreams are actually weird with few exceptions > boring! That's why some people they just have to forget their dreams and move on. While my dreams are always TO BE CONTINUED. I think I'm just one lucky human being on this planet earth.