How To Deal With Reality and Myself ?

 I have a crazy habit of staring myself in front of the mirror. Reason for this is somewhat nonsense and you wont bother asking me. Kind of childish behavior maybe. Nah, actually whether my face will change while I am staring at it. Or what happened to my face through the years whether I have aged or looked young or just the same old face or young face that I admired before. Oh my God! So vain! So vain vanity.

Mirror, mirror on the wall. Thinking about the short novel I had written which I had no plan of editing. Besides you probably had the chance to read one of them in my http:// www. mynetnovela.blogspot.com. I can feel the pain of some blogwriters also have trouble dealing with rejection and it also affect me in a very profound ways. Like there are writers who are lucky to have their novels published and then received so much great reviews. Do I have to be happy for them? Or do I have to get jealous? Reading their works made me realized I have a chance...maybe hundred years from now. lol.

Okay enough, even just one loyal reader with too many million magnetic cores are enough to make me stand out and say that ONE person reader can make a difference. It means a lot to me having just one loyal advocate who can really READ.

Most of all be very happy that one person knew that mind reading is also a plus. another optimistic view not for me to give up writing. Writing is not copying. As I am writing here or blogging my idea is a matter of random without any medium to store the data or expressed opinion. It's direct from the thought, it is direct from my mind. It has more feelings that way. Looking at the mirror is my own expression of  this is IT >> Arts and Entertainment combined of explaining what would happen in the next few days. Okay gtg remember to keep your handle, have a grip and focus. Persevere after all everything in this world relates to the rat Race and Desiderata.