Like It Never Happened To You Eh?

This could be ugly! Why not? You think writers are capable only of providing beautiful, lovely so amazing view of a life beyond imagination? The fantasy life of good, the best and the wonderful? Think again... Know what? I have this feeling uncomfortable for the past few days and It's really a bothersome on my part in the world of blogworld. I was unable to concentrate due to many reasons. I don't care about the many professional writers because they have to compete with the professionals not with the neophytes. If you know what I mean? But this you don't know for sure that the professional writers get jealous with the new group of writers who are Ebook phenomenon. Ha! I don't care about them. They don't inspire me one bit. As if --now I'm being egoistic and uncaring and most of all too proud for comfort eh? Well my own way is I am fearless without inhibitions when it comes to blogging. That's right I don't have sleepless nights when it comes for some group of writers criticizing my way of writing. My method is always different from them no matter what. That's why I AM ALL ALONE BY MYSELF when it comes to this kind of trick-writing.Clutch-writing whatever you may want to call it. One of a kind. Now if you are anxious about what bothers me lately? Uhm, not about writing or blogging but...but...constipation!!!!!! Yeah that simple word " CONSTIPATION." While other people are having so much time doing it or moving their bowels almost every day, others have their bowel movement 3 to 4x everyday. Then of course few people have their movements every hour on the hour and you know right there they are suffering from diarrhea. So my constipation is a bit painful. Trying to move my bowel in a natural way or else I would have to take pills to have it done smoothly. I should have bowls of cherries, eat lots of fruits and avoid food that's keeping me bloated and uncomfortably fat. It must be the cholesterol attached to my arteries and the bowel movement seems to be a pain. Right on I have to make a saucer or bowl filled with fruit cocktail and chill the fruit salad in the GE fridge and that's my dessert for the rest of the week.