I told myself that I wont blog at this platform anymore. I wont blog and stop blogging at THE CONSCIOUS MIND Mind Over matter because I thought I am becoming redundant just like those TV series and TV news I watched on our television.
I could be very redundant, repetitive and very annoying just like everyone else. Sure, it's not me all the time being redundant. Repetitious and repetitive and keep on repeating every details and everything seem falling into circles.
I had seen, read and heard of so many who are being redundant and very repetitious of what they are doing as if it was programmed to do something like what robotic machines do. That only autistic children and adults will ever be happy and not get tired of the same thing, of the same job, working for peanuts.
Now what? I feel like obliged to watch for Dambo err Dumbo? the baby elephant. The cute baby elephant who has the biggest flappy ears and only her Mother could ever love.
Okay now what else is new aside from being nostalgic and un-amazing at this hour on January 10, 2019? What made me return to the same old blog with something new to discuss? Why bother? Just like those people on TV who are newscasting of the same old, boring stories from dawn to dusk, with all the drama and the hype maybe it will bring new life to spring and change the weather. We are all in this together to bring out change.
I looked outside to find what is new. Our surrounding is new of course. We moved out from the old house because when it gets so boring we left that place to find a better view. The house is not perfect but what can we do to ease boredom? Other people go on vacation and find happiness in places where they never been before like a holiday sightseeing tour in Antarctica. But do I have to spend $8,000 to $10,000 just to make myself happy by being with all those walking and gyrating penguins some of which are taller than average humans? Paddle board and kayak on cold winter ocean deep, atmosphere below negative icy condition? Maybe I could do that if I'm a part of the science expedition or I'm a valid member of Greenpeace and the whole environment matters to me like what Mr. Gore said of the "Inconvenient Truth." Work with pay climbing up the highest peak Mount Everest. darn! I am not that crazy! Go climb up to the roof of your house first if you can manage the fear of height.
Posting pictures of remarkable stunning and panoramic view of places where only few humans live. Just like what Robert Frost in his poem as he interpreted he had chosen the less traveled. We all have a choice. The choices you made can make or break you. Then people you dislike started connecting for what? Then you choose another path, diverge into many different paths and this person who is such a pain stalker followed again. WTH!!!!! The numbers keep coming and connections upon connections, inter connecting to a certain degree and you started cursing. Time's Up. Yup being bitchy here just like Milla Jovovich.
Look, whatever that makes you happy. Nobody knows what can make you happy, fulfilled and accomplished, ONLY YOU! ONLY ME nobody else can make me being happy and that's being alone with my own world in my own work. I felt like being autistic. Maybe I am.
