Maybe I wont question so many things that is of not my concern and thus bother if I am not watching those medical series: HOUSE Medical series, THE GOOD DOCTOR, The NURSES, The Italian TV Series DOC - NELLE TU MANI regarding doctors and their patients, 911 Emergency. You know the "highlight of the last episode of NELLE TU MANI? The estranged couple (Dr. Andreas and his ex-wife) "pulled a trick one more time." The TRICK was sort of to cut the red tape in order to procure the URGENT need for medical supply that could SAVE HUNDREDS TO THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE. That trick is meant as MEDICAL MISSION.👌Is that good?
If I have no knowledge of Medicines, no knowledge of Pharmaceutical products, maybe if I am not educated and thus assume that everything will be okay through the healing power of Great Provider out there that there is miracle about to happen, that maybe no question asked assurance that everything will be okay. But you know what? Knowledge is Power! You have the right to know.
I am not superhuman, I am not super woman, wonder woman or anybody with super powers. I am a human being blessed with ID, EGO & SUPEREGO. The promise of SUPEREGO having to be the JUDGE with "moral compass" having extra access to sixth sense if there's any as in being not skeptic of the powers that be. The judge protects the ID & EGO from being destroyed, played and manipulated. Truly not a form of narcissism. Please study Psychology.
Sometimes the way I think or the manner I think had sent some negative energy to few people who don't really like me. You know that I can feel it. I know who are genuinely happy to see me. I know who stopped talking to me because of my medical condition as if for no apparent reason keep on being a snob like I don't exist. There's that one individual who happened to be in constant appearance every hour on the hour on Facebook showing all her photos and how I have to react with her photos suddenly stopped texting, videocam or just plainly stopped chatting me. Wow! Strange! Another individual in my friend list told me to offer everything to God. She's the one who thinks and feels that she is the Virgin Mary. ((Don't get me wrong here. I AM FOR THE ISRAELITES!! 💓🙏I wish the very beautiful Gal Gadot is a real WONDER WOMAN so that she could help Israel and the Jews from all the malady and chaotic war against their enemies)).
I'm not in anyway overtly making myself the drama queen in my own life. I don't deserve this suffering. Why I have to suffer like this?
I know of so many people who are delighted to see me. They are remarkable people (almost like angels) providing me with the wit and humor, the kind of wisdom I need during this agony. It is an agony of defeat. Feels like it when I don't feel strong. When I am of my weakest point crying in pain and all the negative bad news I heard from other people.
IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU. What I experienced or experiencing could happen to you. It's not a warning. It's just randomly someone or somebody out there is out to get you. It's like a domino effect. What to watch out for? Make sure you are alert or aware that your "Health Team" is trying to save your life. Just like the Honourable RCMP they have the powers of PROTECT & SERVE & SAVE LIVES. In all these struggles I can just trust my inner circles, my family close families, close friends my Health Team, and whoever is praying for my recovery.
THANK YOU & GOD BLESS YOU!💓🙏
