My very good physician has prescribed a medicine for my skin allergy. The first medication given to me was not really in compatible with the allergy that I had. Sad to say. Yeah there are medicines with too many side effects. Having the right medication is simply like having that kind of "russian roulette method."

The worst break-out happened when I watched the movie "Knowing."

What my allergy got to do with it? Especially that movie?

Simple! Looking at those walls! The walls inside Nicolas Cage's house in the movie made me freak out. Call it psychological reactions but it really does help bring my allergy to the point that I can't help scratching my skin. How awful that is? Weird right?

Actually I had this skin allergy brought about by wearing gold earrings that my friend in P.R. sold for the amount of $250.00! That's the start of the never ending allergy!! I'd like to tell her she sold me fake earrings for $250 dollars! I wish she'll read this. I wont tell her name here. I hope she's happy with the result.

I went to see my doctor and prescribed a medicine that can cure it. It was healed! Thank God.

However for some reasons that probably I was exposed to the many external contaminants and other chemicals like you know from shampoo with harsh ingredients, soap, laundry detergent, the food that I eat which are causing the allergic reactions and my allergy is back. Aside from of course I did some house cleaning of other people's houses. Not to mention the house that I once cleaned whose wall has asbestos on it. I mean the presence of asbestos and you know what "asbestos" is right?

I have seen so many people with allergy. I have seen so many patients from where I worked before as a "clinician." I have seen patients with psoriasis, impetigo, eczema, acne, warts, herpes simplex, herpes zoster, and the many skin diseases that you could imagine. I used to give free samples for the free clinic in hospitals . That's what medical representatives are doing. Detailing the medical products to doctors. This time it's me receiving a free sample for my allergy. Trial medicine first. Hoping it's just a contact dermatitis or just an eczema, impetigo not CANCER. Well there's no biopsy yet so. CANCER?

Thinking about cancer made me realized the reality of how a friend of my husband whose father has committed suicide because he was diagnosed with lung cancer. Gheez, i feel terrible. I don't know if I want to have lunch or dinner. That's how terrifying it is to know and to think. I feel numb.

Now if you'll ask me whether the allergy has something to do with my hygiene. Get real! I take a bath everyday. Twice a day!! I washed my hands like doctors do. I am a compulsive hand washer. I just touched anything that I think is dirty I have to wash my hands not once but twice and a alot of times. I even spray my hands with Lysol. If I have to spray my whole house with antibacterial I will do that but that's totally ridiculous.

I'm not in the Dark ages what I'm exposing you about is maybe something that happened to you. You bought a gold that it's not really golden. You have a friend and that person is not really a friend. I'm not that hypocrite to tell anyone about this. Just to let everyone know that being true to yourself is what matters. I don't care if my neighbor keeps on waiting for my blog entry so that he can dish it out. You know. I know. What is his control over people's lives? Is he an authority in control of my life? What is that person doing with my credentials?