I am too delighted to parade my newly made toque. I know it is not much of a fleece because I use a different kind of fabric. Although the concept is there bearing it obviously with the style and design that I think is cute and fabulous. I even asked my daughter if it looks okay. She just smile not uttering any word. I wore it when we went shopping and I noticed this peculiar woman who meticulously staring at me. I wonder if its because of my attire. Just like what my hubby said I looked like an old maid. Hahaha funny. Totally ridiculous. I first thought by wearing something unusual will take any opinionated eyes and wanderers away from my presence. Oh well what a life. So while the woman was staring at me I gave her an eye too and I tail-gate at her side. You know ...what a very strange creature she is. If she has problem with me she can at least say something and confront me. That is being rational I think. You have a problem come and talk to me and you will l get the answer right away instead of looking at me from head to foot. Because I will do the same thing at you. There is a wise saying " Do unto others as you do not want others do unto you.
Then I have the same toque pictured here with my daughter. The toque is quite nice and cute. So I do not know what is the problem behind that woman at the mall. I think it has something to do with my race.You know some people are racist. They only think about themselves as whites or caucasians. They think they are God s gift to mankind. Do you think God is caucasian that I doubt it.
Maybe when bleach or chlorine was invented in that period of time when black and brown has merged in. Yeah people chlorine makes you white as snow white.
Anyway why I have to be problematic with that strange woman from the mall. She probably is in crisis and when you are in crisis you should need the best of help and care. I should not think of ill will with what she had in mind. Or simply what these group of white women cannot really appreciate the inquisition of other race group. Now that I have to keep on understanding this people. Be compassionate that is the lesson that I should advocate.
It is for one thing that I do not want to get out from my house. You know seeing these group of people who need personal development book or knowledge. That is why you have Harper to do the trick. Because having too much Freudian slips would be repetition of the past and we are in the present Year 2009 if you know what I mean. I hate being in the Duplessi case maybe you know that old story ha. I think that story happened sometime after World War II. Correct me if I am wrong.
THE PURSUIT OF TRUTH IS THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.
It is true.
That is why keeping myself busy all the time is the best way to keep your wary mind away from unproductive wasting away. I tried to as always to keep everything into certain perspective.Shown here in the picture are several toques I sewn and made for two days. The bead work is a bit difficult because the holes of the beads are too small to see. I have other designs in my book which I am hoping to make and have fun with creativity in mind. Itching to start some new toques to sew last night only to be dismayed that my Singer sewing machine failed. I mean there is something wrong with it. I need to have it fix real soon or else I will be starting a new project that is not in my plan. You know having alternative idea just to keep me happy for the time being.
That is what am saying when I get out from my house something gets out of place. I do not even want my personal gadgets being touched like my camera, bag, clothes, etc., etc. I want everything in order and when it is not in order then it is gonna be chaotic here at home.
