Why I'm telling you about the past? Simple as trying to inform you people especially the young students that thee are too many struggles and obstacles in life and some of my life's experiences are just nothing compared to yours.
You haven't realized them now but maybe in the next day, tomorrow or maybe next week, who knows what tomorrow may bring.
You haven't encountered life threatening ailment, nor had an accident nor have that moment to choose life or death. Your life is totally different from me that I know of and I don't need to voice out all those incidents and humiliations for after all your life is not mine to take or live with.
Always be prepared.
To those "bastards" who think they are God's gift to mankind they can stay in hell and get rotten. Life is tough and survival of the fittest is the requirement.