Wednesday, March 28, 2012

It's Now Or Never

I am not a headline grabber either, Mr. Evhead. Although you've been called EV by your friends and colleagues in the social network and blogging community it pains me to know that somewhere out there they seemed to have compared with somebody else even if I already mentioned in my Facebook account that I am not her. Why I'm so furious about this? Because I don't like somebody copying me. I don't know about you. I don't care if she is a celebrity or famous. Really it's sickening to the point that I felt like wearing a mask instead.

I am who I am. There's nobody like me. But since Facebook becomes so rampant even my names have "identicals." Imagine having the same name as mine. FGS! I remember not being able to log in to my account because they thought I am not that person. Crazy huh.

Why I'm so bothered about this? You want to know? Because of particular reasons that may seemed too obvious. Because she is more popular than me people might think I am copying her. Secondly people might think that everything about my blog's idea belongs to her. I have stalkers already who tried to harm me in the past because of having to be a "look-alike" of such star.

She is a star! Alright. I am the SUN. Who is more powerful then? Anyway that seems so rude of me to imply such thing. My feeling of anxiety is kicking in and I am in panic. lol. Where's my panic room plsssssssssssss. Hmp! Not that being OA here it's just that I am more than hurt by somebody who also featured what I said (message> comment) being posted on her Facebook account. Wow! How that happened? Why she looks like me? Is she a relative of mine? Did she ever have plastic surgery? Because I know of somebody who looks like me and she had plastic surgery. Or she is copying me because my face is already the same face I have ever since except that there are camera tricks before that tend to portray me as having "dark skin" and those with dark skin have whiter skin than me. I noticed that during my childhood when my childhood friends have whiter skin than me when in fact and the truth is they have darker skin and their parents have darker skin. That allowed me to question the validity of photographs long time ago. I'm not being racist. I am questioning such case. I have the right to know.

Anyway, I'd like to think of the story about that young Indian guy named Sajid Khan and the American boy who are running away and on a journey together with the elephant and the baby albino elephant. They covered the albino elephant with darker dye as disguised.

What story got to do with my own life? Well this is my life! Right on THIS IS MY LIFE!

THIS IS MY LIFE and not for you to mess up!